HE again saved me from my foolishness... HE again intervened! though i've told HIM many times in the past to let me go have my way even for a while, HE loves me sooo much not to grant that request. it's because HE knows that i'll just be hurt in the end... that i'll just regret it and that the consequences of that foolish decision will stay with me for a long time. good thing HE again took control even if i oh so want to rebel. i was already on the verge of creating a big mistake, glad HE took over. my friends' prayers helped including schatz's. yeah, we're in touch again and he really is a beacon... he should be a permanent fixture in my life.
