thoughts

i've recently watched a movie, what i liked most about it was how the characters say what's exactly in their minds. it's refreshing, it's uncomplicated. but will it be so in real life? will it be better for us if we all speak our minds? will it lessen confusions? i think what it will actually do is strengthen us emotionally because we've got no choice but to face facts. yeah, we will all be hurt at first but then it's also liberating to know that you could also tell that person how you feel without any inhibitions and all.

if i were to practice it i would start with Mr. Sungit. missed him so much last night. k, that's it for now... gotta prepare for work and it's raining here like there's no tomorrow. need to leave early for work.

missed writing.

BB

burned-out = busy yet bored

that's how i exactly feel lately. my life's full of activities and yet i'm still bored and i don't think that filling it with more activities will solve the problem. i need something different, something new.

and i'm getting restless but losing my guts again.... even avoiding that one person that i'm so attracted to.

where do i go from here?

circumstantial obedience

that term just came into mind while i was talking to GOD about the office guy. yes, i obeyed but in reality i was just forced to do it... when GOD intervened i had no choice but to obey. i wanna reach that point in my christian life that i would obey GOD no matter what. that i would always choose HIS way even if it already hurts, even if it doesn't make sense at the moment.

still a long way to go....