grace

feeling a little bit better now physically but i still need to see a doc, i could feel that something's wrong with me. but what i'm loving now is the restored intimacy with my Savior. i just love talking and listening to Him, nothing could beat that feeling. and as i've said before and will continuously say in the future, "just give me Jesus and i'll be alright".

sometimes i tend to doubt God. i sometimes doubt if the things i believe in are all true and if it's all worth it, but when i take a good look at my life and how He's kept me all these years, how He's changed me and continually changing me i know in my heart of hearts that it's all true and it's more than worth it. there's nothing in this life worth exchanging my Jesus for. yeah, we may say that we don't do that but our choices in life show just how easy it was to exchange Him for something without even being aware of it. i am guilty of that and praying and hoping to be less and less guilty of it as time goes by.