it's really not for me, my heart's grieving. i can't stand having to wait for something that's so close and then not knowing whether i'm really waiting for something or it's just a pigment of my over active imagination. i can't stand another heartache.
i've decided to just be still. being still doesn't mean that i've lost the feeling already, it just means that i'm not gonna have an active participation anymore until he has made his mind up already. and in case there's really nothing to decide on on his end, at least i've saved myself from investing too much of my emotions into something that's not even there in the first place.
i've let myself go so easily... i shouldn't have gotten thrilled by the attention. it's nothing! that's the problem with christian guys, they're just too nice and women have this tendency to read something completely out of nothing. really, both sexes should be extra careful.
thank you, DAD because i know that my heart's still in your mighty hands.
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