when answers won't come

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there will be times when prayers won't be answered and times when God will say no to my most ardent requests but in times like these it's good to know that He's just there to comfort me. it may not make sense but i know that His heart is good and that things happen, or not happen, for a reason. having HIM is comforting indeed.

ouchie

"Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.” Colossians 3:2

so they're into "it" already. it hurts alright but somehow i am still thankful that i didn't go there. but still i can't help but wonder what it's like to be there. but i should stop mulling about it, it's of no use. i know God will honor my obedience somehow.

but it's still ouchie.

bruised

2 Corinthians 4:9

persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.

have had major/minor accidents last week and this is one of the results



can u tell where that bruise is? :-( but i now know what God's been telling me... and it is to just hold on to HIM. this life has many ups and downs but i'm just glad to know that i won't be here for eternity. that even if i live a hundred yrs in this planet it's still just a dot compared to the whole eternity that i'm gonna be spending with HIM, perfect body and all.

can't wait!

during my early teens i had this big crush on someone from our hometown and that crush lasted for years but i never got to talk to him. he was a family friend but we never really talked. we just watched each other and that's all there is to it. and several years forward, we finally got to talk. he's now in his 40s, i think, and we talked as if we've been friends. funny how i've changed. used to be this shy teen-ager, opinionated and yet still shy. now, i still have my insecurities reason why i act weird at times but i think i've mastered it already and people now find me witty/funny.

yeah, i've evolved.

jumbled thoughts

i don't know what to call it, should i say things are not the same as before anymore or reality's finally taking over? hmmmmm..... life's not easy. most times i don't know anymore why things has to happen the way they do but i trust my LORD. i know HE won't do anything without any reason at all. but what's the reason behind these falls? it's becoming much too frequent and i'm starting to get scared already. what's the message behind all these?

should i just stop? but i'm not the type who easily gives up. i don't wanna succumb to defeat but if i combat my fears and go on, does it automatically mean victory? isn't it called wisdom to know when to stop and when to go on? so what now; victory or wisdom? waaaaaaaaaah!