who are you?

i woke up in the middle of the night with this thought, "who are you?".

who am i, really?

i am a child of God but often times i don't live like one. it breaks my heart but it's really so hard to break old habits. so i really am thankful to my merciful SAVIOR. it's really funny when i find it so hard to forgive other people when i've been forgiven more than a million times already.

yeah, i tend to harbor hatred and bitterness. that's one of the things that i need to change.... that God needs to deal with in me.

hmmm... what else? i sometimes think too much of how people view me as a person. i don't want to be pitied. and this prevents me from proclaiming my uniqueness. but i'm already getting tired of hiding. i shouldn't really waste what God has given me. not everyone has this opportunity. i could be used more if i show people who i really am.

what am i scared of anyways?