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Some might see faith as a crutch, but really we’re all living with a crutch of some sort. If you decide that you can fill the hole of loneliness with anything but the love and peace of God, you are in essence choosing a crutch to get yourself through this world. You have to ask yourself what good it does to spin your wheels on all these other things. I’ve never met a drug addict satisfied with his or her addiction. I’ve never met someone looking for love through sex completely satisfied. I’ve never met someone enduring abuse finding peace. Everyone on the planet is doing the best they can with what they’ve got. But if He is real, if God is who He claims to be in the Scriptures, if He is the God who claims to have formed me in my mother’s inmost womb, what do I have to lose? If you’re looking for significance in anything else, take a chance on a God who spun the planets into existence. Consider a God who hurled the stars into the sky. Consider a God who told the waves when to stop and the storms when to calm. He is the only One who can turn the pain of longing into satisfaction.

crying

Cant remember the last time I did that. I so badly wanna cry now but either ive ran dry or my heart has turned into stone because however hard I try, not even a single tear would fall. Just let me cry, Lord. :(

wishes

I wish I could have the best of both worlds. I am enjoying my times with sunshine but I'm missing my God a lot. I miss my quiet moments with Him. Help me,Lord. It's so hard to strike a balance when i know i am deliberately disobeying You. I don't know how to give this up yet and please don't take it away either. I know it's so easy for You to do :( but please, don't. Be with me though because I don't know how to live life without You anymore. Stay,my Savior.

costly

In more ways than one.... Yes, got.my third chance and got to explore the wanted territories. Awesome! Cant sleep since last night

regrets

Fear, apprehension and being clueless is actually good sometimes, coz they could prevent you from doing things that u might just regret in the future. ...but I'm surely regretting not doing the thing ive wanted for quite some time now. Hope I get a 3rd chance at it.