i don't know if this is something i should worry about or not but i really should start monitoring my periods. this change could be normal or something i should go to the doctor about.


which makes me ask, if this is indeed life threatening 


....what would i change in the way i live my life?

i like the new blogger's interface, it's more user friendly :-)


anyhow, i should be sleeping already but as always, sleep eludes me. there are a lot of things running in my head, nothing serious though. just thinking a lot about things.


and the dream about schatz (in my previous post), though eerie, could come true in the future ... i know, just like in the past, that once i dream of him it means something.


my talk with him last night had put some ground on that dream and it of course intensifies the longing but it made me question myself also. what is it in him really? he's not someone spectacular. there's nothing special about his looks. he's just an ordinary guy but why do i love him so?