heard from him and it gave me that longing again. what's in this for me? NOTHING! why can't i let it go then? we can never be just friends... that's already clear. if we don't stop it'll lead to something again and it'll just be a vicious cycle. we've got nothing in common and i don't think it'll work even if we give it another try. and i don't wanna be unfair to him, i don't want him to trade somebody that could be on it for the long haul already for somebody who's not even sure of what she really wants. he can't trade in something that's so real for something that is flimsy.
we've talked about it already and he has a point. i can't have him make that choice i myself am not sure of what i really want. am i willing to make the necessary sacrifices? will it work this time? do i really love him?
this is an addiction that needs to be curb.
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