during my early teens i had this big crush on someone from our hometown and that crush lasted for years but i never got to talk to him. he was a family friend but we never really talked. we just watched each other and that's all there is to it. and several years forward, we finally got to talk. he's now in his 40s, i think, and we talked as if we've been friends. funny how i've changed. used to be this shy teen-ager, opinionated and yet still shy. now, i still have my insecurities reason why i act weird at times but i think i've mastered it already and people now find me witty/funny.

yeah, i've evolved.