scared

scared to go out on a limb but i think i should really do it. i'm about to start a small group in church, which i think has been long overdue, if only i could get my act together. i don't wanna influence those people's lives in a negative way. it's a big responsibility and whole lot of inconvenience for me. but if i really wanna serve the Lord in full time ministry later on then this will be a good training ground.