gutsy me??!

the 1st step to getting the things you want out of life is this: you have to decide what it is that u really want!

Which reminds me of this Bible passage;

James 1:7-8 (Amplified Bible) For truly, let not such a person imagine that he will receive anything [he asks for] from the Lord, [For being as he is] a man of two minds (hesitating, dubious, irresolute), [he is] unstable and unreliable and uncertain about everything [he thinks, feels, decides].

i am not the most decisive of all people but when i want something, i really go for it to the point that i don't even ask GOD anymore whether it's what HE wanted for me or not. they used to call me a go-getter way back in college but i've lost some of those guts already. like yesterday, i saw this old college crush at the mall but instead of saying hi i just decided to act as if i didn't see him. we didn't part in good terms way back then. he was the most obnoxious and the most inconsiderate guy i've ever met, aside from sunshine of course. and that college guy really knew how to pursue just because he wanted something from me. i think that was the first time that i totally got turned off with somebody that i really find attractive.

ok, so what's my point? i think it's ok to lose some of the gutsiness.... it's ok to not go after what u really want as long as you're sure that it's not what GOD wants for u. it's ok to be double minded but only when it's a choice between evil and good.