it's my birthday today and it's been a good one, i must say. yesterday i went to tagaytay with a dear friend and bought lots of stuff. today, my cousin's family and my bro's family together with our moms had dinner here at my place.
though i already know what the answer will be i still tried to invite schatz. i should really move on. that one's already a no go. it'll be hard because 7 yrs is 7 yrs. GOD's with me though and i know He'll see me through.
so, what's my birthday resolution? I WANNA BE MYSELF. AND I WANNA SAY, "THE HELL I CARE WITH THEM!" not in a bad way, of course. but i think i've cared too much about what other people would think of me that i kinda became enslaved to them already without them knowing it. i don't wanna fake self confidence anymore. i really wanna have it this time.
as i was telling you about the temple grandin story on my other post, i wanna be like her. i wanna be proud of my limitations. i want people to see God's strength through my weakness. i really shouldn't be wasting that opportunity.
help me, FATHER to put this into practice gradually. and lastly, thanks a lot for everything!
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