i was never good with letting go and it's true what they say, you'll never realize how important someone is until that person's already gone. and i never thought i would miss her this much. and i worried a lot too. i never stopped praying for God to keep her safe coz she's traveling alone. she's never been alone all her life and now she's going to a different country on her own.
yes, i'm missing my sister soooo much that i can't help but cry every time i see her stuffs lying around. nobody would criticize me anymore, no one to tell stories to when i get home, no more squabbles, no more waiting in line to use the bathroom, etc. but i'm happy for her as well, if only i could get past this melancholic stage fast.
in retrospect, i really wish i would've done more for her. spent more, hugged her more, etc. u see, i might not see her again. :-( pls Lord, let me see her again.
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