hypocrisy?

i don't know what to call it but sometimes it feels like i'm leading a double life. i sometimes say things that's so not me. well, it's not that i'm doing something that's really bad, i could say it yes but that's all there is to it...mere words! but of course that's not an excuse coz nothing unclean should come out of my mouth. GOD's been working on me when it comes to this and i'm glad to say that i've stayed on course for more than a month already. i don't wanna be tempted again and it's good that i don't see him anymore. keep it at that, Lord. pls?