i've been a hermit since last week, went out just twice to go to the doctor and to the Fort. i've been sick, still am, a bit. and while sick i'm feasting on novels, both thick and thin ones. and funny because 2 out of the 3 or 4 that i've read 2 of the heroines died. they waited for their knights in shining armors for years, even decades, only to spend such a short time of bliss with them. sad, sad. will i end up that way?
it's been almost 4 mos now since i've moved out of my comfort zone and life's now more settled. i've gotten used to the bills that i have to pay every month; rent, electricity, phone, internet, water, cable, etc. etc. i don't know how long will i have to live this way. until i get married? but will i ever get married? my life's such a bore now, i haven't even gone to church for almost a month now concocting excuses and reasons just so i won't have to go.
i know there's more to life than bills. to combat the boredom,i also bought a cat but what a pet could give me is limited. i need interaction. i need action. i've also taken noticed of my good-looking neighbor. and of course he looks a bit like sunshine and quint. that's typically my type. and instead of wasting my energy on sunshine i'd rather focus on this one, easier and more accessible. nothing has come out of yet though.
how long will i live like this?
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