downcast

Psalm 40

I waited patiently for the LORD; and He inclined unto me and heard my cry.

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i feel down, i don't know why. i think looking at betsy's shots triggered it. i wanna see the colors of autumn, DAD. will i ever see it in this lifetime? i wanna see it, smell it, feel it and touch it. sometimes it feels like nothing's ever gonna change in my life. i feel bored. busy but bored.

you're my only hope, DAD. don't leave me. i feel so alone.