nov 12 dream

had another vivid dream of schatz and even if i wake up the dream would continue where it left off once i doze off again once i've noticed that he's there and kinda watching me, the scene jumped to us being in the hospital and him lying on the bed. i was the one taking care of up him; feeding him and everything. we were eventually sent home but though we're already home i was still the one feeding him

it's heart wrenching and only verified the fact that i indeed do love him still.