longings

i don't believe in coincidences. yesterday i was supposed to meet up with a friend in shangri-la for late lunch and then meet up with another set of friends for dinner later that night. but i ended up meeting with the first friend in rockwell instead. and because of that my heart ended up walking all over the place. has something changed? i think so, it's now time for CLOSURE! yes,i don't want a german jacket anymore.

GOD wants me to finish this chapter of my life already. it wasn't that clear before but after yesterday it's now as clear as daylight. sad but that's life. we don't always get what we crave for because often what we crave for isn't what we really need. looking back, i just fell for a dream. i put it on a pedestal that i failed to see the reality of it all. but i'm now ok. God could see my beginning to my end and there's no need to worry.

the friend i was with yesterday has a different type of longing. i didn't see how intense it was until i saw her cry. GOD gave us these longings for a reason, HE wants us to cling to HIM. we may or may not get what we long for but HE is still faithful. good thing that this life doesn't end here... there's a hereafter and there we will be completely happy.