i went there with some people and ended up going home alone, really felt bad about it. i wanna keep my focus on the end goal but it's so hard to not feel bad about it. lately i feel so unappreciated, so uncared for. i know it sounds kinda childish but i'm actually thinking of transferring to another small group at work.... something like my dgroup in church. if they don't like me then what's the reason for staying?
DAD,
i really feel bad about it but please let me see the lessons that you're teaching me. i know that apart from you, nobody else would care... but knowing is different from actually feeling it. i'm already used to this, used to being alone, why does it still hurt this much?
don't let this bad feeling render me ineffective. i've been through soooo many hurts already, i could take another as long as you're with me.
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